I live day by day like it's a routine - almost like a broken record that plays over and over again. But each day is like a roller coaster you feel safe and not as scared at some parts then suddenly you feel like you can't breathe and you constantly have this screaming thoughts inside your head. It's hard. You're happy one minute then the next you're sad and then you're anxious and then you feel negative and so on... and it's almost hard to get up out of bed or just be active sometimes. I constantly put a smile on for the people I love, I feel happy. But then i feel like im not. My smiles are genuine but there's always these thoughts that constantly runs at the back of my head that I can't shake off - and that's what makes me question If I'm actually happy or not. I'm sure many people feel the same or even worst but this is just a simple thoughts that I get once in a while. It can even be a quote?

Stock photo: I live day by day like it's a routine - almost like a broken record that plays over and over again. But each day is like a roller coaster you feel safe and not as scared at some parts then suddenly you feel like you can't breathe and you constantly have this screaming thoughts inside your head. It's hard. You're happy one minute then the next you're sad and then you're anxious and then you feel negative and so on... and it's almost hard to get up out of bed or just be active sometimes. I constantly put a smile on for the people I love, I feel happy. But then i feel like im not. My smiles are genuine but there's always these thoughts that constantly runs at the back of my head that I can't shake off - and that's what makes me question If I'm actually happy or not. I'm sure many people feel the same or even worst but this is just a simple thoughts that I get once in a while. It can even be a quote? was taken by danna97 .